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2007-07-30 - 9:15 a.m.

'and so it begins again'

I've decided to start writing again and here seems as good a place as any to begin. To begin again.

A whole lot has changed around me and yet at the core of me I am the same. Still slow dancing with my pain. My pain of epic proportions. Of romance and of myth.

I've come to realize that I'm only ever even close to happiness when I'm writing, because it makes this all feel more useful somehow. As if by committing these things to page allows me to expose my hidden core-ugliness. To pick it up and blow it off. And to maybe find the core-beauty buried underneath.

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