I Wanna Be Joan Cusack

2003-08-03 - 9:42 p.m.

'"alcohol is bad, mmkay?"'

Sometimes it feels like the things that I do here don't count. They can't possibly count because this surely isn't real life. And there are certainly no consequences. I can do anything. I can say anything.

But I can't be anyone. No. That's the one thing I can't ever do. When I'm here it's like I somehow got pulled through the cracks of reality. Of time. I. I. I. I am. But I'm not. I exist. But I don't. Not really. Not at all.

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