2003-02-21 - 12:18 a.m.

'the rift kept getting larger til it ate my world whole'

I don't feel like I can ever talk to JeffVanPatten ever again. I can't say why for sure. It's just this feeling sitting deep in the pit of me. Like I know that there are just no more words. Like I'll open my mouth and absolutely no sound will come out ever again.

Maybe I'll find the words tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow they'll come out from where they're hiding from me. Somehow I doubt it. But I guess it's worth hoping for.

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