2003-01-17 - 11:13 p.m.
'my least favorite color is frustration'
Whatever. Whatever. I just need to shift my focus. What I need to do is stop. Just stop. Hold still. Maybe admit the truth. But the truth is so subjective. And all I keep thinking is, 'I thought I could tell the difference.'
I'm all kinds of sad. I'm just tired of all the games. And only knowing people on this really superficial level. I just want something real. And I thought maybe I'd found the beginnings of that. But now, all I've got is another closed door, it seems. And that just really sucks.
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